Just wishing and hopin and plannin’ and dreaming..

7:15

Tell me Why????

not really..at least at the moment anyway. I am currently takin a trip back in time and watching “my best friends wedding.” but  that’s not the purpose of my blog. I’ve been slacking on this whole writing thing, and I hope to be more…consistent.

Anywho, last night the AMA’S came on, and I had only one specific purpose of watching. THE BACKSTREET BOYS! when I was watching, I couldn’t help but remember how life was soo much simpler back then. When I would hide away from family and jump around in my room blasting their music. I didn’t have much to worry about other than “if my Barbie doll was better than the other girls'” or “whether or not to play jump rope or hopscotch (?) in P.E.”

Now, its “do I put in that extra hour of study time or do I get an extra hour of sleep?” or “do I pay this bill now,or wait until my next check?”

Life has definitely changed ALOT for me. I see things in a whole different perspective than I usually would. I complain a lot less and smile a whole lot more! To think, less than six months ago, I was walking across a stage getting my diploma, planning a powder puff football game and talking 3 am trips to walgreens with my cousins.  Now, I’m preparing to be a godmommy for the first time and an aunt again; while balancing school,work, love and friends.

hmmm…isnt it interesting how life goes? well I’m thankful.extremely blessed. And completely happy.And I wouldn’t have this crazy life I live and love any other way ❤

(I couldn’t help myself 😀 )

Licking the Last of My Scars

At  9:53 pm on a friday night, while a ballad from Kelly C. hums from pc’s speakers I sit back and revel in this feeling of love that is currently flowing throughout my body. Memories of my younger self float through my head of things I have done and suprisingly I feel no shame. It is a wonder how something as simple as forgiveness can change an entire situation. I have forgiven myself and those who have hurt me and it feels amazing. I am no longer a slave to what has happened..it is long gone and I wouldnt undo my trials even if i could.  The purpose of my first blog is to put out a challenge to whomever reads it..Do you think you can forgive those who hurt you?whether it was 10 minutes or 10 years ago?  I dont think anyone can be truly happy until they drop all of the baggage they have been carrying..I was watching a tyler perry play the other day and he said “you cant fly with a bunch of things weighing you down,” and that is so very true…well this is my first blog and I didnt want it to be entirely long…but anywho this is all until the next one..

Peace and Amor Always

“Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don’t complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don’t bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live!”

-10:07